I could not begin to understand what others feel or fail to feel [ like AWE AND TERROR??? ] towards me. I only know some — seek sexual dominance, and I was made vulnerable to men by machinations... by betrayal.
[ It feels strange, voicing such a vulnerability and a vulnerable sentiment to anyone. Doubly so, because it is Silco — who has need of that info, and may come to use it against him. But.
In a strange way, he appreciates Silco's belief in him, too. That he is recognized as powerful, versatile by this man. He's not openly affectionate about it, but within their minds, there is the impression that he's bent down to rest his forehead against Silco's own. That he feels a complex sort of trust towards this man. ]
Whatever you can rationalize as worth doing, you can do it. I know Zenith comes before all else — but, I am always glad to know you are looking out for my personal longevity. That matters to me more than our Factions.
tldr he's so endeared to silco
[ It feels strange, voicing such a vulnerability and a vulnerable sentiment to anyone. Doubly so, because it is Silco — who has need of that info, and may come to use it against him. But.
In a strange way, he appreciates Silco's belief in him, too. That he is recognized as powerful, versatile by this man. He's not openly affectionate about it, but within their minds, there is the impression that he's bent down to rest his forehead against Silco's own. That he feels a complex sort of trust towards this man. ]
Whatever you can rationalize as worth doing, you can do it. I know Zenith comes before all else — but, I am always glad to know you are looking out for my personal longevity. That matters to me more than our Factions.