well i lived in the field. our use was mainly for the blood they took from us. they farmed us for that, and bred us to keep the population controlled. they kept us fed and exercised so we were healthy, and that's as much as they cared about. the rest of the time they left us to our own devices, and there wasn't anything to do, really, except talk, or fight, or fuck.
that was what we did. we'd fuck because someone was pissed and needed stress relief, or because we'd had a fight and it spilled into something else, or because someone was showing someone else who was boss that day, or because someone needed to feel better about themselves, or just because we were fucking bored, honestly. and it happened especially after breeding, because everything about that was terrible. you'd feel better, doing it in your own way with the men who'd touch you because they wanted to. it was a reminder that, i don't know, we were more than just bags of blood waiting for the next needle. sex outside of breeding, when it was just us getting each other through being awake, that felt good. not much ever felt good about that life. so you take what you can when you can, and i know i sure as fuck wasn't letting them take that from me too.
maybe it only makes sense if you were there. i don't know.
my first time with a woman outside of breeding was strange, though. or i felt strange. i didn't really know how women liked it or anything about how their bodies worked because i only ever saw them during breeding and that wasn't exactly time for talking or exploring or anything. i've only done it with that one woman outside of breeding. it's not that i don't want to, it's just. i suppose it doesn't feel as natural.
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well i lived in the field. our use was mainly for the blood they took from us. they farmed us for that, and bred us to keep the population controlled. they kept us fed and exercised so we were healthy, and that's as much as they cared about. the rest of the time they left us to our own devices, and there wasn't anything to do, really, except talk, or fight, or fuck.
that was what we did. we'd fuck because someone was pissed and needed stress relief, or because we'd had a fight and it spilled into something else, or because someone was showing someone else who was boss that day, or because someone needed to feel better about themselves, or just because we were fucking bored, honestly. and it happened especially after breeding, because everything about that was terrible. you'd feel better, doing it in your own way with the men who'd touch you because they wanted to. it was a reminder that, i don't know, we were more than just bags of blood waiting for the next needle. sex outside of breeding, when it was just us getting each other through being awake, that felt good. not much ever felt good about that life. so you take what you can when you can, and i know i sure as fuck wasn't letting them take that from me too.
maybe it only makes sense if you were there. i don't know.
my first time with a woman outside of breeding was strange, though. or i felt strange. i didn't really know how women liked it or anything about how their bodies worked because i only ever saw them during breeding and that wasn't exactly time for talking or exploring or anything. i've only done it with that one woman outside of breeding. it's not that i don't want to, it's just. i suppose it doesn't feel as natural.
that was long, that's a lot of text. sorry.