well, i love lexi. i don't want to hurt him, that's the last thing i'd want.
but i have, lashed out at others. i did when i was young, i have a lot of scars for a reason. and then. more recently, when one of them meant to kill me, i lashed out and i killed him. that's how i escaped from my field. and then on the road, there were others, and i killed them every time.
it just looks and feels like light to me, but it's dangerous. it turned them all to ash. it comes out when i'm in danger but it's inside me all the time.
i don't want that to happen when i don't mean it to. there's nothing good about hurting anyone else.
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well, i love lexi. i don't want to hurt him, that's the last thing i'd want.
but i have, lashed out at others. i did when i was young, i have a lot of scars for a reason.
and then. more recently, when one of them meant to kill me, i lashed out and i killed him. that's how i escaped from my field. and then on the road, there were others, and i killed them every time.
it just looks and feels like light to me, but it's dangerous. it turned them all to ash. it comes out when i'm in danger but it's inside me all the time.
i don't want that to happen when i don't mean it to. there's nothing good about hurting anyone else.